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| So these are the possible usernames and number of votes I received on them, for when I re open the site!
Vote on which one you like the most, you can vote more than once I don't care.
Orrrrrrr... if you have any suggestions for a username I would love to hear them. (:
BrokenMemoryQuotes [31]
FallenDownQuotes [18]
AlwaysWonderingQuotes [8]
HurtsLikeHellQuotes [6]
HeNeverEvenKnewQuotes [4] Credits : 9,316/10,000 Subscribers : 512 p.s. New Layout.. Like it? | | |
| so i know i said i wouldn't post my life on here anymore.. but i'm FREAKING out, and i need to just like scream. but i can't.. so this is the next closest thing. Sunday : my absolute best friend in the whole entire world tells me he likes me. WOAH. i don't believe in relationships. i don't want one. he knows that. he told me i'm emotionally crippled. because i'm afraid of getting hurt, so i avoid any situation that i might be. but i told him that i'm not the girl for him, and he shouldn't wait around for me. Wednesday : he's dating another girl. i absolutely freak out. but i don't tell anyone. but i'm like freaking out inside. like, it's terrible. so i tell my other friend to talk to this kid who i've been flirting with the past few weeks. but like, it didn't mean anything. so she talked to him, but he was just kinda like ehh.. idk. haven't really thought about it kinda thing. Saturday (last night) : the kid that liked me texts me, and he's like i miss you. can i call you? so we talk on the phone. and basically, he tells me he would leave his girlfriend if i said i liked him, and he had a chance. but i can't say that. he has a girlfriend. so i tell him i'm gonna think about it and meanwhile, he needs to make things work with this girlfriend. because he asked her out, and he needs to be there for her, not me. and i tell him like everything. how i don't like that theyre dating, he could do better, all of that junk. and we just talk about everything. we decided on a plan. i'm gonna think things over for a little bit. he's gonna make things work with his girlfriend. then, if things don't work with that, i'm gonna know what i want. and we're gonna go from there. but idk. and i just need to rant. if anyone has any advice and would like to share, then i would love to hear. cause i have no idea at all. | | |
| So I decided to do a little teaser update I guess you could call it.. just a few quotes because I miss posting them. Please vote below, and please please please comment. I need all the credits I can get.. at 10,000 I reopen with a new username. [: [1,014] I wrote you a letter today filled with all my pain, sorrow, and love; and I sealed it in an envelope. Working endless hard shifts and I notice all these couples around me and I feel the stinging pain in my chest and the urge to break down and cry. I just miss you so much; you don’t understand how I feel when I’m not around you. Without you, I feel so alone and so isolated. I can’t help but want to be held by you once again. This pain.. it’s called love right? [1,015] There’s always that person you run to when you need to talk. You’re that one person for me. When something happens, I think of you. I think I need you more than you even realize. © Never_Letting_Go_x33 Time is tricky. You have whole months, even years, when nothing changes a speck. When you don’t go anywhere or do anything, or think one new thought. &+ then you get hit with a day or an hour, or half a second, when so much happens, it’s almost like you are born all over again into some brand new person you for damn sure never expected to meet. [1,016] And I’d be lying if I told you I never knew it was coming. But I’m tired of lying and I’m sick of trying. We both know it wasn’t worth it, I need to hear it, and you need to say it. [1,017] So you wake up. Wipe away the mascara streaks from the night before. Straighten your hair. Put on your cutest outfit. Grab the UGG boots, and apply the new makeup. Because you’re determined not to let him see the mess he’s created. © Never_Letting_Go_x33 [1,018] Can't imagine all the pain I feel. Remember that night, the one where we just sat there and talked? Well, that night I fell in love with you. And for that one night I felt like I belonged. I just thought of that night, and I realized how much I really miss you. [1,019] I’m sick of this… I’m sick of this pain all the time. It’s slowly suffocating me. I can’t breathe. I need help.. I need to come to the surface. I need to come back to reality. © Never_Letting_Go_x33 [1,020] Why can’t you see how much you hurt me this time? You used to say you were sorry, now you don’t. You don’t even care anymore, and I think that’s what hurts the most. The fact that I know you don’t and you won’t, but I’m starting to realize no matter what I do, I remember all the fun times, all the times we spent just me and you. And then I remember how cold you are now, the fact that you have new friends and have moved on. The fact that I don’t even spend time with you anymore. It hurts thinking about it, knowing that things will never be the same or that things won’t get better. I hate this, and I hate you for doing it to me. [1,021] Have you ever thought about it? You got this girl head over heels for you, but for some reason you don't want to see it. you know it's there and you know you feel the same, but you refuse to let it be. Maybe youre scared. Maybe youre scared of the thought that this girl, who youve known for a long time, youve seen her happy, youve seen her sad, that this girl's perfect for you. And that really scares you, doesn't it? PLEASE COMMENT. kthanks. [: | | |
| So, as you know, I've been on a hiatus. So here's the deal. I will renovate the site and stuff... but I won't update again until I get 10,000 credits. Right now I have 7,074. So, comment, send me mini's, I'll put another poll up for my new username and stuff, and vote. Do whatever, I'll even start a box that will be used to advertise sites. Just comment saying whatever, and wa la .. free advertising. :] So, help me get those 3,000 credits and I will bring the site back, bigger and better than ever. <3 | | |
| Wow, so I still haven't decided what I want to do... quit or hiatus. But, I am still so glad I have subscribers that haven't ditched me just because I'm taking a break. So thanks anyone who reads this, because that means that you are still loyal to me. [: I just thought I would tell you guys how my life is going. Well, I've pretty much thrown myself into music. The only constant in my life. I now have over 4,300 songs and I listen to all of them. It's continually been there, and I feel like it's the only thing I can depend on.
The friends are alright. I've gotten really close with these two girls I've known for a while, but just recently, we've become really close, and now there are 4 of us, and it's so much fun being with them. I've also become really good friends with two freshman who are just absolutely amazing. I won't go through all my friends because I don't have time, but yea.
Then school is alright. My science teacher wants me to take honors chem next year.. :/ idk about that. I'm still thinking about it. But, I'm doing alright in most of my classes so that's good.
And, of course, the love life. Currently non-existant. I've been on a few dates with a few boys, but, idk. None of them are Nick. Who, by the way, I am STILL not over. It's totally bogus. He's completely over me, and is totally happy with his girlfriend of 2 months. Who, I still get to see every morning on the bus. I still don't believe in love. I mean, it exists, yeah sure. But people are always describing love as magic.. and magic doesn't exist.. it's an illusion. Just like love. Idk... If anything I've only become more convinced that love doesn't exist in the past month or so, just some things have gone on, and I am so convinced it's not real. Call me whatever, but it's true. So, I just wanted to post an update and stuff. I'm still thinking about the whole hiatus thing. But I'll let you guys know! "And I just fade into your past like a piece of yesterday..." | | |
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